Here we are son, 2012, you have been gone now 8 1/2 yrs...i still do not know how that is possible...I miss you with every minute of my being....if, and if this what we people here believe because we want so much, Ryan needs your guidance as his angel....he really needs you!! I now worry about him as i did for you, when i knew things just were not right....I love you so much Mitchell, how life would be so different with you here...you will always live within my heart....forever my son...forever your Mom! xoxo